Since Cailyn left home, I am finding it difficult to get back on track.
I spent the majority of last week at home. It felt like part of me was missing and I didn't know what to do with that. Cailyn and I used to do everything together; she was the one who used to drag me out of the house to do things, and I am sure it will take time before my complete autonomy returns. Kaden is a homebody like me. He is quite fine to hang out here, or to go outside with his friends. He is not much for shopping or going out, and I am okay with that, I just need to learn how to do it on my own again. And, that is weird.
I have set new goals for myself, so I have something to be working on, for me. I have a feeling that this year is going to turn out to be more about me and getting things started for our future than I even realize.
Here are a few of my personal goals for the year:
1. Get a job.
2. Get licensed.
3. Hiatus from Starbucks, Tim Hortons, and fast food joints.
4. Finding resolution to a recent situation.
5. Do some weight training and/or exercise every day.
6. Lose some more weight.
7. Stay involved in church and Friday night group.
8. Join a midweek ladies group.
9. Get a new-to-me car.
10. Grow stronger and more confident in myself.
Some may see this list as overwhelming, and that's okay. These are my goals. I need these things to work towards. I need things to stay motivated. And, I am excited about all of them.
Cheers to a year filled with change and personal growth!
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