Wednesday, September 16, 2015

Chapter 18 - Donut Hole

I am feeling lost this week. 

It's like I am in the hole in a delicious donut. Everywhere I look I see the sweet things that God has for my life... But, those things are just beyond my reach. 

When I try to pursue one of those sweet things, it takes me further away from something else, so I try to go towards that and then I get further away from another piece. 

All I am doing is going back and forth in the donut hole.

Church > Studying > Good Mom > Job Search > Celebrate Recovery > Clean House > Studying > Good Mom > Exercise > Job Search > Socializing > Clean House > Planning for Future > > > > > You get the idea. 

I move in one direction or another, but I can never reach the Sweet Donut. 

I'm stuck in the middle. 

Maybe once I get to the donut and climb on top, I will be able to walk around freely in all the sweet things that God has in His plan for me. 

The problem is getting there.


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