I am feeling lost this week.
It's like I am in the hole in a delicious donut. Everywhere I look I see the sweet things that God has for my life... But, those things are just beyond my reach.
When I try to pursue one of those sweet things, it takes me further away from something else, so I try to go towards that and then I get further away from another piece.
All I am doing is going back and forth in the donut hole.
Church > Studying > Good Mom > Job Search > Celebrate Recovery > Clean House > Studying > Good Mom > Exercise > Job Search > Socializing > Clean House > Planning for Future > > > > > You get the idea.
I move in one direction or another, but I can never reach the Sweet Donut.
I'm stuck in the middle.
Maybe once I get to the donut and climb on top, I will be able to walk around freely in all the sweet things that God has in His plan for me.
The problem is getting there.

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